I think I'm going to try not caring about anyone for a little bit. What’s so great about it?
You try to care about people and their feelings and will go out of your way to make sure they are alright, but then when it’s you who is hurting, you don’t get that in return. It fucking sucks and you start to wonder why you even try.
Everyone’s a fucking let down.
Just to remind you, that I came back for the colleagues, because they are the nicest bunch of people that I have ever met. If you probably thinking that I came back for you, you are WRONG. I did not came back for you, I came back for my Lane 1, for the colleagues, and most probably for Uncle Mali. I have done my part, and I have failed, and I would not let the past bring me down. I am stronger, and I do not need you treating me like a brother.
Please don't push my limits, like seriously. I’m really restraining myself from talking to you but I’m trying to be nice and not.
Do you really think that I cannot survive without talking or seeing you at work? Yeah, no. Don’t underestimate me. You think I’m too weak to do something like that, but I swear if you test me I will prove it to you. Just don’t come and talk to me about it cause you asked for it.
Don’t try and test me. I know all your weak points. I can easily make you start crying like a little bitch in front of the colleagues if I really wanted to.
But because I’m a nice person, the most I’ll do is not say anything and let you enjoy this your happy working hours since clearly you all are incapable of making actual friends without help. Therefore once I leave again, you will be happy.
