We are friends but I’m actually really happy not knowing about what is going on in your life right now and I’m happy that we don’t really talk. I’m also happy I haven’t seen you one day since I left Cold Storage.
I don't wanna stress it right now, I will see what happens later on. For now I'm just gonna get back up & keep living. If I like someone else; great. If I don't; great. Either way, I will find my way to what's meant to be. So I'm hurt but not worried. Life goes on & hopefully I will move on. Blah, fuck that. This is all in Gods hands as I said; He decides and I'm perfectly fine with that.
It may seem like the hardest thing to do, but you have to forget about the one who forgot about you. Well, letting go doesn’t mean we don’t care. Letting go doesn’t mean we shut down. Letting go means we stop trying to force outcomes and make people behave. It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment. It means we stop trying to do the impossible controlling that which we cannot and instead, focus on what is possible.
I will move on, I should move on, I have to move on, I can move on. But, when?
