You know, when you are attached with someone, PLEASE bother to tell to your friends who are really into you or their effort will just go away. You know, it stinks a little when I was about to make a move, and finally a guy’s voice heard on the phone. Okay, look.. I can’t remember she know me or what, the reception in the bus kinda sucks, I barely heard a thing.
I took opportunity to alight the bus, talk to her, but you know what, some guy’s voice said, hello (in an angry way). I did not respond of course, that heartbreaking moment for me. I hate to bother her now, but the feelings are still staying and I do not know how much longer.
Stupid me, I do not know what are the signs of flirting or just being friendly, well of course both have the same signs. That’s kinda suck. It takes a lifetime to figure it out.
Look Haley, I do not know if you’re reading this, but you know that I am awkward when it comes to you talking to me, the only thing that I can do is either text you, or even call you. But wow, calling is a bad idea after all. I am willing to catch you, but chances are, I am giving up. Someone’s stop trying, feelings aren’t the same anymore. You get what I mean?
There is the signs in me, why don’t you see that? Whatever, I am now pissed about myself. But why wouldn’t you reply to my previous text message? I feel like a dumbtard, seriously. At least reply, I need that conversation. I just want to know who is the guy, if he is your boyfriend, that is fine. At least I know it. Waiting for your reply might take forever, but I am willing to wait. If he is your dad, that will be great, I still have the chance to be with you, and you know what, making you happy.
But trust me, 70% part of me that guy’s voice is your boyfriend because I saw a photo of a guy with you on your purse when I accompany you to buy your lunch but didn’t have the guts to tell you who he is. Well, congrats. Be happy. That is all. If you are happy, than I am.
Lastly Haley, thanks for making my day at work. It been a pleasure to serve Cold Storage, and you as a friend. I might not stay for long now, maybe this month will be the last month. You know, it is hard for me to leave Cold Storage, due to the lack of manpower, but I have a life, to move on, to keep moving forward, by not looking back. I know some of my supervisors going to be downtrodden, after all, I am their last man standing part-timer. I will be back. Lastly, it has been a great pleasure.
It stinks. I cannot wait forever.
You know, if you are attached, you do not have to do signs that someone likes you. It is just wrong. Simply wrong. What happen next is a shattered heart.
