I just want to hear from you. I just want you to reply. Replying back to my text messages just take a minute or two. But no, you won’t.
I don’t get you, you told me that I can text you, after I sent my previous message that I will not bother you anymore and it takes me enough guts to send you that. And you replied that I can text you whenever I want. But what is the point when you do not reply? I do not want to be a spoiler, or a relationship destroyer or something, I mean, yeah..
Like I said, I am sorry that I texted you by surprise, and you didn’t know that. I feel like I am in the wrong, you know. I do not want you to wait, I’d rather wait myself even though it is going to be hard for me. I don’t mean to flirt, I am trying to bond with you. That is all. I am sorry, if you think I am flirting with you. If you are trying to avoid me, it is working you know.
I am sorry, it is the only best thing and it is all I can say.
Well, eventually we all grow tired of waiting. What’s the point when it doesn’t seem to get us anywhere, right? Sometimes they just never notice and the opportunity never arises. With all that said waiting isn’t necessarily a bad thing. Some things just need time before they fall into place. Truth be told I’m tired of sitting here constantly waiting. Everyone always says how the answers I seek will come to me in due time, but how long will that be? What if it doesn’t come at all? Will all this constant waiting have been for naught? I’m done with this and it’s time that I take action for once. I refuse to leave this in the hands of time when it should have been in my own all along. Now if only I knew where to start..
I will be hiatus from Facebook and my social life probably. I will stop looking back at the mistakes that I have done. Forgive me.
