I’m tired of trying to be nice to people and do everything in my power to make them smile, and they act like a bitch, or don’t help you when your in a bad spot. Well, excuse me for caring too much. You are better off alone without me, I am a spoiler or pretty much ruin your day. I’m not sorry because I don’t care anymore, I’m sorry because of the fact that I cared at all. But you always know that no matter what your head says, your heart knows you still care even tho thats the last thing you want to do.
It’s funny how I can actually care about a person who probably doesn’t care about me the same. Nor do I talk to that person as much just a simple Hi and a smile every day. I’d like to change that about it but I’m just too chicken and awkward.
It really sucks when you’re texting to someone for quite a bit of time and then all of a sudden they disappear and don’t text to you anymore and won’t explain why or if you’ve done something wrong. Feels like my world is falling away from me. Time to build up a new one?
Lastly, this is my last day of work, or probably this week. I am going to resign. Thank you for all the love and support from all my friends & colleagues. Everything has been taking a huge toll in my life, and I really don’t know how to bare with it all. Your love and constant reminders that you are there for me has been a lot of help through these tough times.
Especially to Mali, he has been so good to me throughout my 5 months of work at Cold Storage Parkway Parade. He is my favourite person because he is different from everyone else. Mali always makes me smile and laugh. And I know that no matter what happens he always be there for me and I’ll always be here for him. He make me feel less anti social. Heh.
And to Haley, I just want you to be happy. You deserve to be happy.
