Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
Rumours
Wednesday, April 20, 2011, 12:12 AM
I’m a sucker for women. I said previously that I had two real opportunities at love. But that doesn’t mean I had only two love interests.
I find myself crushing on countless people younger, older, different, snobby. It’s like I’m susceptible to a disease being attracted to women.
I find myself wanting girls I can’t have. Girls that are too good for me, or girls with boyfriends. Or even girls who are more like sisters to me.
I’ll share with you a story of a girl I had a thing for. Beautiful, always smiling and held her friends close. Ideal girl right?
Perhaps. But I will never know. You know, rumours spread like wildfire. Once it’s out there, its gone out of our reach and uncontrollable. In the instance of a rumour however, there are no fire fighters to save the day.
Someone must have told her how I felt, or said something about me. Because she started treating me differently. Didn’t say hello, stopped liking my shit on Facebook. I knew something had happened.
And I always find myself in that position. When I find someone I believe could go the distance with me based on her personality and general demeanor, I become shy, nervous and irratic. It always ends up costing me, whether this is a result of my own fault or the fault of others.
Maybe I should stick to the easy fix picking up a girl with no strings attached and fooling around. Have I become heartless probably. Maybe someone will change that, I really don’t know. Until then, women are nothing but a friday night for me, where I meet them for the night and never speak to them again. Damn.
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
Rumours
Wednesday, April 20, 2011, 12:12 AM
I’m a sucker for women. I said previously that I had two real opportunities at love. But that doesn’t mean I had only two love interests.
I find myself crushing on countless people younger, older, different, snobby. It’s like I’m susceptible to a disease being attracted to women.
I find myself wanting girls I can’t have. Girls that are too good for me, or girls with boyfriends. Or even girls who are more like sisters to me.
I’ll share with you a story of a girl I had a thing for. Beautiful, always smiling and held her friends close. Ideal girl right?
Perhaps. But I will never know. You know, rumours spread like wildfire. Once it’s out there, its gone out of our reach and uncontrollable. In the instance of a rumour however, there are no fire fighters to save the day.
Someone must have told her how I felt, or said something about me. Because she started treating me differently. Didn’t say hello, stopped liking my shit on Facebook. I knew something had happened.
And I always find myself in that position. When I find someone I believe could go the distance with me based on her personality and general demeanor, I become shy, nervous and irratic. It always ends up costing me, whether this is a result of my own fault or the fault of others.
Maybe I should stick to the easy fix picking up a girl with no strings attached and fooling around. Have I become heartless probably. Maybe someone will change that, I really don’t know. Until then, women are nothing but a friday night for me, where I meet them for the night and never speak to them again. Damn.
Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.
