I talked to her again yesterday, at the loading bay. Well, it keep on going for 5 minutes, well, 5 minutes until my Manager came out from nowhere. Conversation is over. Sad life. Ha.
The signs are there, but I am a failure when it comes to body language, I am not a body language master or something, but I know the signs is somewhere there. I just need the perfect time to ask her, just a perfect time, but I do not know when, maybe it will not happen. Sad.
I just wanted to point things out, what recently she and I did recently.
She was at the loading bay, I was at the loading bay, she lighted a cigg, I do not give a fuck. She ask me about my job, basically what did I do, I responded. Question about my age, I said yah. I acted like nothing, like obviously. She told me not to be like any other guys, the guy who smokes, doing bad things and messes up their life, she told me not to do that. Of course I will not, Haley. My parents brought me up well and I am here not to disappoint them or even you.
Well, a customer broke this item, coughing medicine in a glass bottle. I have to clean up since the cleaner is taking the trolley. You know, teamwork. She even helped me to clean up the messes, and I told her not to hurt herself, the broken glasses, are bloody sharp and I cannot even watch a blood dripping, I am afraid of blood by just looking at it.. Some part of me just care so much about her. Sigh.
Few hours, she told me to pack with her, well okay, Since I have nothing to do, why not? Even though the queue was not that long. I have fun packing with her, enjoying every last moment. She even said, “Will you remember me?”. I will.
Going back home, she told me to follow her to the office, I think. I was not sure what I heard, but I clearly heard, FOLLOW ME. I follow her, guess what, nothing happen.
I decided to.. you know calm down myself. Why she did this to me, is that a hint or what? Please let me know, if you do not want to make the move, I will make the first move, the thing is, just tell me.
Lastly, I packed up my bag and ready to go home. She goodbye to me, I goodbye to her, and she told me to give her a high five, well okay, I did. Fyi, I did gave her high five last week, randomly, and now she wants it again, HEH.
And, this is like.. my serious crush, ever?
