I will just cherish each moment with her. But I do not want her to get away from me. I just want to cherish each and every moment we have. Even though I may not be a part of her life, yet.
Ever since we met, she has been a good friend lately, she talks to me about her problems, I get to know her more, it is like what best-friend will do, right?
I do not know what she is trying to do, I notice her, but I just do not know what to do. I was about to ask her out, but before that, she told me that she has no day off, and she also have a hard time to spend time with her family and friends. Yeah, we talked at the loading bay earlier today, she sat down there, smoking. I just sat besides her even though I hate the smell of a cigarette. You know, when you like someone, you got to like her for her, you get what I mean? You cannot literally change a person.
During lunch, she sat beside me while I was on the phone. Well, I was on the chair, she just sat beside me, but not on the chair, but the table. She talks to me about her problem at work. I have a problem, and it is her. Okay, but her problem is different, she told that the supervisors there treated her differently, I do not know, but she seems sad and frustrated at the same time. She did touch me, and it is also another sign if a girl likes you. I could not explain more.
You know, when a person talks to you about their problems, it means that they trust you. I think. Well, I do not know, I do not want to get that point because we are just workmates.
Lastly, before I head home today, she saw me while I was having a conversation with my supervisor about a change of my work schedule, and she laid her head on my shoulder saying she is tired. I did laid a inch of my head towards her, because I do feel awkward at that time, funny thing is, my 2 senior supervisor was there too. I do not want to make an impression, but if THEY are not there, I did ask her out. Okay.
Till now, I cannot get over and thinking why she laid her head on my shoulder, I really need to know why she does that. Like I say, if only heart speaks, life would be more MUCH easier.
And the problem is, did she like me, or just being friendly?