Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
Some Days
Friday, March 25, 2011, 11:35 PM
Some days I feel really happy and other days I just don’t. I don’t really know why. It’s either a good day or a bad day and I alternate between ecstasy and despondency as quickly as if I had taken mood-altering drugs.
This week has been a good week though. I’m beginning to enter a paranoid and cynical stage in which I wait for sadness to grip me because I know that it’s an inevitability, but I’m really beginning to want to be a hopeful romantic. I (don’t really) pride myself on being a realist, rather I think I’ve settled on being a realist and pretend to like it in order to hide my internal wish that I wasn’t the way I am. I’m not a tortured soul nor am I a soul that is tortured. I am a person.
Anyways, no depression has occurred and I can think of a reason why, but it’s a bit of a lame one. Well. Not that things like that are ever lame, but you (don’t) get the gist of what I’m saying, right?
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
Some Days
Friday, March 25, 2011, 11:35 PM
Some days I feel really happy and other days I just don’t. I don’t really know why. It’s either a good day or a bad day and I alternate between ecstasy and despondency as quickly as if I had taken mood-altering drugs.
This week has been a good week though. I’m beginning to enter a paranoid and cynical stage in which I wait for sadness to grip me because I know that it’s an inevitability, but I’m really beginning to want to be a hopeful romantic. I (don’t really) pride myself on being a realist, rather I think I’ve settled on being a realist and pretend to like it in order to hide my internal wish that I wasn’t the way I am. I’m not a tortured soul nor am I a soul that is tortured. I am a person.
Anyways, no depression has occurred and I can think of a reason why, but it’s a bit of a lame one. Well. Not that things like that are ever lame, but you (don’t) get the gist of what I’m saying, right?
Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.
