Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
Philophobia
Wednesday, January 5, 2011, 8:14 PM
I look to the right of the laptop, I have a piece of paper with a quote I wrote on it once, because it’s a quote that really touched me. It’s about love. Love? I don’t even know what to say about that. Apart from that scares me. I almost let myself fall in love with someone before, and she tore me apart. If I’d have fallen in love with her, I’m sure it would have hurt so much more.
I’m scared of that, being hurt by someone I truly love, I’m so afraid. But I want that so much, to be in love and be loved back.
If I look around me now I can think of so many things that are wrong with life and the world, quite honestly, it terrifies me. Everything in this world scares me, with reasons that mean something to me. These things mean something to me because I care. Caring shows some form of love. And I’m afraid of that.
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
Philophobia
Wednesday, January 5, 2011, 8:14 PM
I look to the right of the laptop, I have a piece of paper with a quote I wrote on it once, because it’s a quote that really touched me. It’s about love. Love? I don’t even know what to say about that. Apart from that scares me. I almost let myself fall in love with someone before, and she tore me apart. If I’d have fallen in love with her, I’m sure it would have hurt so much more.
I’m scared of that, being hurt by someone I truly love, I’m so afraid. But I want that so much, to be in love and be loved back.
If I look around me now I can think of so many things that are wrong with life and the world, quite honestly, it terrifies me. Everything in this world scares me, with reasons that mean something to me. These things mean something to me because I care. Caring shows some form of love. And I’m afraid of that.
Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.
