Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
thoughts
Thursday, December 23, 2010, 8:46 PM
This year alone, 2010, It’s been a roller coaster for me. I lost my faith in friendship and love. Holding on to someone that wasn’t worth my tears or worth me trying to get them back. Then out of nowhere I found it again. I know I may be young but I know when I truly care for someone. I put their needs before my wants or my needs. I can truly tell you that I never felt this way about anyone and I’m really glad that I found someone who appreciates me and isn’t taking me for granted unlike the other ones in the past.
To the friends that has come and gone. They are apart of me, even though I may not admit it. To this very day, or night I should say, I never felt so happy with how my friendships have gone. Yes, I realize that I only have a couple of close friends but that’s all I need. It’s not a popularity contest. I choose my friends and they choose to stay. That’s how it will always will be.
I’ve changed a lot. I used to a good life, free from myself from hating people, which I don’t like anymore. In ITE, I thought there will be no hate and I didn’t have to deal with it, but it did. I just hated everyone there. I kept to myself and hung out with my close friends. I never knew that I could be so content with my life. The past few years I’ve had regrets and grudges against people, but this year, it’s changed. I’ve changed, for the good. It really opened my eyes to know what I want in life, who I need in my life and what will shape my future.
So many people have died this year, some where close to me, some wasn’t. I went to the funerals and it made me realize that life is short lived. I guess that’s what really made me change. I stopped with all the self pity and the regrets. I wanted to live and be happy. The past month I found my muse to my writing or to life. Writing is my passion. It calms me down, it helps me create a world in which I can escape too.
This year is coming to an end and I’m glad that I have the friends that I have now. I know I lost some and I know there gone forever. What I do know is that there is always hope for tomorrow.
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
thoughts
Thursday, December 23, 2010, 8:46 PM
This year alone, 2010, It’s been a roller coaster for me. I lost my faith in friendship and love. Holding on to someone that wasn’t worth my tears or worth me trying to get them back. Then out of nowhere I found it again. I know I may be young but I know when I truly care for someone. I put their needs before my wants or my needs. I can truly tell you that I never felt this way about anyone and I’m really glad that I found someone who appreciates me and isn’t taking me for granted unlike the other ones in the past.
To the friends that has come and gone. They are apart of me, even though I may not admit it. To this very day, or night I should say, I never felt so happy with how my friendships have gone. Yes, I realize that I only have a couple of close friends but that’s all I need. It’s not a popularity contest. I choose my friends and they choose to stay. That’s how it will always will be.
I’ve changed a lot. I used to a good life, free from myself from hating people, which I don’t like anymore. In ITE, I thought there will be no hate and I didn’t have to deal with it, but it did. I just hated everyone there. I kept to myself and hung out with my close friends. I never knew that I could be so content with my life. The past few years I’ve had regrets and grudges against people, but this year, it’s changed. I’ve changed, for the good. It really opened my eyes to know what I want in life, who I need in my life and what will shape my future.
So many people have died this year, some where close to me, some wasn’t. I went to the funerals and it made me realize that life is short lived. I guess that’s what really made me change. I stopped with all the self pity and the regrets. I wanted to live and be happy. The past month I found my muse to my writing or to life. Writing is my passion. It calms me down, it helps me create a world in which I can escape too.
This year is coming to an end and I’m glad that I have the friends that I have now. I know I lost some and I know there gone forever. What I do know is that there is always hope for tomorrow.
Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.
