Fuck it, I'm gonna rush because it’s late and I can’t sleep and I’m talking to my baby and I’m so full of love right now.
The first night we really hung out together, we saw a stars in the night sky. And it was kind of like this magical little moment. We both paused for a second. And it was this perfect little thing. It’s corny and love-story and movie-esque, but I knew at that moment that it was going to be something special.
Kind of like the way we tied in racing on Xbox 360 the first time we played, and the way we reacted. And the face her dad made, hah! I don’t know why, but I thought it was all kind of adorable.
I haven’t really written about this relationship or gushed about my feelings to any of my friends. I guess maybe it doesn’t come up often being a tough dude like I am. But I seriously haven’t felt like this in a very, very, very long time. I haven’t been happy and this head over heels in a while.
Maybe I took the time we had together for granted before I had to move, because now I’m finding myself missing all of the smallest things.
We’ve talked about how crazy it is that things have moved so quickly, but it all feels right. Not once have I doubted anything about this relationship. None of the things I’ve said or done. It feels like we’ve been together for years, and it’s been just over a month.
I can’t wait to see her again, and I can’t wait for her to get down in my workplace. Once my friends are down there and my girl is down there and I’ve got a decent-to-cool workplace, everything will be perfect.
The best nights I’ve had are the ones where we can stay up late together watching movies, eating junk foods and talking about how nonsense we are. The best mornings I’ve had are the ones where we don’t have to wake up for anything, where we can just lay together in bed for hours sipping on coffee and talking about more nonsense.
This is the best I’ve felt in a long time. Something has been missing from my life and now I finally found it.
