Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
Livin' to other people's standards...
Sunday, November 21, 2010, 12:24 AM
The past few weeks I feel like I’ve lost sight of my personality. I know I said this already. However it’s really true.
Honestly looking back how I interact with people and how I handle myself. I feel like subconsciously, I’ve been living according to other people’s standards. Like I was performing in front of some invisible crowd who was always watching to make sure I didn’t fuck up. Having that mindset KILLED my self-confidence. I caught myself comparing myself to my peers and especially my friends. Even when it came to girls, I felt like I was in some sort of invisible competition with all my guy friends. And seeing that I had that mindset lately, it’s time to do something about it. I’m just glad that I caught this problem.
I’m well aware that this isn’t how I should be living my life. I mean who knows, I’m still young, so I should be living life to the fullest right now. And I can’t do this while living to other people’s standards. I am myself. Why should I compare myself to anyone when it’s MY life?
This is something that has to come from within. Not some random day where I feel good about myself. No. I wanna feel good about myself EVERYDAY. So from now on, I’m living my life according to how far I can go, not peoples standards or expectations.
I believe that we all should be living our lives like this. We try to hard to be socially acceptable and attractive to society and our peers. If we just be ourselves and be happy with that, the attractiveness, the admiration, the confidence, and the success will come with that. Take it into consideration how irrelevant people’s opinions about you can be, and instead live your life.
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
Livin' to other people's standards...
Sunday, November 21, 2010, 12:24 AM
The past few weeks I feel like I’ve lost sight of my personality. I know I said this already. However it’s really true.
Honestly looking back how I interact with people and how I handle myself. I feel like subconsciously, I’ve been living according to other people’s standards. Like I was performing in front of some invisible crowd who was always watching to make sure I didn’t fuck up. Having that mindset KILLED my self-confidence. I caught myself comparing myself to my peers and especially my friends. Even when it came to girls, I felt like I was in some sort of invisible competition with all my guy friends. And seeing that I had that mindset lately, it’s time to do something about it. I’m just glad that I caught this problem.
I’m well aware that this isn’t how I should be living my life. I mean who knows, I’m still young, so I should be living life to the fullest right now. And I can’t do this while living to other people’s standards. I am myself. Why should I compare myself to anyone when it’s MY life?
This is something that has to come from within. Not some random day where I feel good about myself. No. I wanna feel good about myself EVERYDAY. So from now on, I’m living my life according to how far I can go, not peoples standards or expectations.
I believe that we all should be living our lives like this. We try to hard to be socially acceptable and attractive to society and our peers. If we just be ourselves and be happy with that, the attractiveness, the admiration, the confidence, and the success will come with that. Take it into consideration how irrelevant people’s opinions about you can be, and instead live your life.
Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.
