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butterflies and hurricanes

Monday, September 13, 2010, 4:43 PM

Oh dear, exams are such a bitch.

What is wrong with me today?! I made the biggest mess of an exam which I should of been capable of doing easily, cause getting a B for my CA isn’t easy in the first place and I really need to push this up for an A. I really need to stop freaking out everytime when I see MINUTES which worth of 30 FREAKING MARKS. I just went dead out there. I really can’t afford to do shit like this if I want to get where I would like to be. I know its only 1 year - of suffering but I don’t get another chance to “do better next time”. I am pushing myself too hard, really.

I have a Customer Service exam tomorrow and my heart is plummeting plus TWO HOURS OF PAIN. There is absolutely no point in me even attempting to study. So I won’t. I don’t have an exam on Wednesday, but I might go somewhere else.

I am watching Gossip Girl again, it’s stupid how emotionally attached I am to this show. Kind of like ginger snaps. I am wishing all of my time away to another day. I wish it was holidays... again, I will probably gain five kilos and be a lazy idiot again. S’all I am particularly good for.

It’s beginning to please me how little I talk about depression etc. outside of this blog, rendering the amount that I do to 0. Keeping it out of my friendships.

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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name. Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:

(ASK-ME)

Got it? Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.

As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.

The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.

I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.

butterflies and hurricanes

Monday, September 13, 2010, 4:43 PM

Oh dear, exams are such a bitch.

It’s beginning to please me how little I talk about depression etc. outside of this blog, rendering the amount that I do to 0. Keeping it out of my friendships.

Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.

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