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Sleepless Nights

Saturday, August 28, 2010, 12:05 PM

Last night it took me forever to fall asleep again (and I’ve been doing so well at this lately). I can’t sleep. Again. And this makes me angry. I would love for these thoughts to stop so I could go to sleep.

Make no mistake, insomnia is a cow from hell. My body is so fucking tired right now. I’m sick and I can’t breathe and all I want is to go to sleep. I tried at 6am, got right to the brink and woke up. Laid on the couch for 3 hours waiting for nothing to happen. Now it’s 12pm and I’m waiting again, this time for the medicine to kick in, but I have to be up at 4pm to do work shit that can’t wait. I liberated some prescription cough stuff but so far no luck. Today is already ridiculous. Get better, body. Not worse.

I can’t sleep. Everytime in the middle of the night I try to shut my eyes, go to bed and listen to the music trying to fall asleep but I can’t. Then I get up, fast, turn on the computer back, and do pointless things.

I need to control myself. I have a day and school is waiting for me.

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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name. Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:

(ASK-ME)

Got it? Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.

As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.

The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.

I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.

Sleepless Nights

Saturday, August 28, 2010, 12:05 PM

I need to control myself. I have a day and school is waiting for me.

Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.

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