Rule of life, never forget this cliche thing I’ll tell you.
Tyler Shields says,
“When you truly love someone you take a piece of them and keep it forever. If you take too many pieces, they might just fall apart.”
People change. And sometimes, they change for the worse. How? They change their good ways, but their bad attitudes stay.
Starting your first love will actually be a lesson. You’ll stay, you’ll do everything you have to, you won’t leave even when everyone’s telling you to. That’s the stupid thing, we never listen to what people say. We always think that we can change people. They do insensitive things to us, they insult us, they do EVERYTHING they can to hurt us. But we don’t leave. In the end all we think about is that “They’ll change, they’ll change. They’ll realize I’m hurt and they’ll change for me.”
Sadly, they don’t. So stop expecting. Trust me, I’ve been there. I held on so tight, that even when my “hand” was stepped on, I didn’t let go. I still held on.
I wouldn’t dare you to leave. You’ll stay. Trust me, you’ll stay. A friend can’t stop you, what makes you think a blog can? You’ll stay. And you’ll get hurt more and more. They’ll hurt you, yet you won’t do anything to get back at them. Because you love them.
Read my last 2 sentences and realize how unfair it’s been for you. You’ll stay, trust me you’ll stay.
You know when you’ll leave? When you yourself have realized that you can’t stay anymore. Nobody, and I mean NOBODY can do anything to stop you. You’ll stay, only to know that they’ll mock you and your promises. Slap them to your face. Laugh at you. Insult you. Offend you.
Read it again. Do you actually think they love you more than they hate you?
Go, keep telling yourself that they do. Hold on to your relationship. Hold on. You’ll never forget it. You’ll never forget the stupidity you’ve done by holding on to something that wasn’t supposed to be held on to. You’ll never forget that fear you had that letting go was worse. Because actually, it’s better, and no one can understand and explain it but you to yourself.
Hold on.
You’re the only one who knows when to let go. When you’ve had too much. When even your “loved” one hurts you, and you know they never actually feel the amount of pain they cause to you, and they just continue. Let go, and never forget that you did yourself a great job by respecting yourself when even the one you thought would be the most important one in your life didn’t.
Let go, and never forget. You tried your best to love, they didn’t. Let go and never forget, you successfully respected yourself. ;)
