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Insomnia

Friday, August 27, 2010, 8:38 PM

Yet another sleepless night. This is day four. Stupid fucking insomnia.

It’s been 4 DAMN days since I have seen the inside of my eyelids. I’m going insane. My depression kicked my ass so hard yesterday. School starts in 3 days and I hope I can get my sleep schedule okay again. Insomnia sucks, really.

Laying in bed and not being able to fall asleep is probably the most torturous thing in the world. And that’s what I deal with every night. I promised myself I would stop thinking every night, but it seems pretty impossible. I hate hate hate going to the doctor but I can’t deal with this anymore. Anyone know of herbal sleep remedies? I’m desperate here.

But is anyone else an insomniac because of heartbreak?

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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name. Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:

(ASK-ME)

Got it? Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.

As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.

The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.

I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.

Insomnia

Friday, August 27, 2010, 8:38 PM

Yet another sleepless night. This is day four. Stupid fucking insomnia.

But is anyone else an insomniac because of heartbreak?

Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.

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