Cazerrrmmmmyy!

Touch Hearts, not Body Parts

Sunday, July 4, 2010, 12:20 PM

Is it hard to find a girl who doesn't smoke at all? Doesn't means she doesn't take a puff at all. Now that is what I call a real beauty.

I can’t help it. Something just takes over my body. It’s like this high I get everytime. I see/meet a girl, and if she’s chill, I’ll flirt. I am a flirt. I ALWAYS need to be talking to a girl. I can’t be without somone I don’t know why. Girls are definatly like a some kind of drug for me. I’m addicted. People are sick of it. I get so caught up in flirting; sometimes I end up hurting them, or sometimes I end up hurting myself. I could flirt with a girl for the longest time and if things start getting serious I flake out. I can’t deal.

I am ALWAYS being a hypocrate. I always say I don’t want someone who is such a flirt, but I’m a flirt myself. I want a real relationship. I don’t want to be hurt. I’ve only had one, and I got hurt. I guess thats part of the reason I can’t get serious with a girl. I won’t have sex, I won’t do anything sexual, but I don’t mind a kiss or two. I just like to flirt. Flirty texts back and forth with a couple girls at a time. It is sick. I’m not happy with myself, but I’m like addicted. When I don’t have a girl to talk to, it bothers me. I start getting like really paranoid. I am addicted. Like seriously.

My life is a labyrinth. I can’t find my way to the happy ending. I keep making wrong turns. Hopefully I don’t fuck things up. I can’t fight this addiction.

but who knows? ;)

When all else fails, I tend to flirt with a girl.

Profile

I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name. Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:

(ASK-ME)

Got it? Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.

As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.

The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.

I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.