Have you notice the 3 new banner yet?
God is forgiving, so I too will have to be forgiving. But REALLY, it is difficult. I’m not going to try to be a saint about it.
I’ve hated a lot of people in the moment. Yes, numerous people from _____ have caused me pain, anguish, and suffering. All within the course of a year. I hated them so much.
But you know what? Time goes on. Life goes on.
It would be immature to keep hating them. They can hate me for all I care, but really... hate makes me angry. I realized that those people weren’t worth the tears shed. Like really? I’m not going to get all angry and bothered just cause you don’t like me. Shut the fuck up and suck a dick for all I care.
My name’s like a dick, haters can’t keep it out of their mouths.
I’ve learned to forget or forgive, but both of them do not come hand-in-hand. I either forget about it and that person, or I forgive, but I will never forget.
Yet, I would like to thank them. Thank you for teaching me to not trust people and to be suspicious of everyone, because no matter how saintly a person is, they always have an evil side. Everyone thinks bad thoughts and makes judgments unfairly at one point in their life. It’s just a matter of utilizing their hate to your advantage. That’s why I try to get on everyone’s good side off the bat. It’s not because I trust people and have hope in humanity, cause I don’t.
Humanity is screwed and people are messed up. Fact of life.
So, thank you for screwing up a year or part of my life, because that has prepared me for the real world.
&& Thank you Matt for your formsping, it sucks.
LOL.
