My schedule for next week is tight, I gonna give a miss on IO2 class outing and seriously, I do not think the whole classmates will be there so I do not give a fuck about the outing, have other serious thing to do. And once again, sorry.
I do not think that IO2 would be my favourite class - not to show any favouritism but there isn’t any class bonding at all. You see, not even 2 months, I already got myself a hater or haters because there is 2, haters doesn’t it? Haah! If we weren’t such good friends I think that I’d hate you. If we weren’t such good friends I’d wish you were dead.
I treat my classmates like a total stranger. Usually, I don’t make the first smile, talk or whatsoever, usually they’re the one. They smile, I smile. They talk, I will respond. They don’t talk, I don’t talk. They don’t smile, I won’t smile. Call me arrogant, but I am friendly, just that this anti-social attitude of mine keeps holding me up.
I don’t get it, my life is so boring lately. It’s like every plan I make has a 15 second survival rate and then it crashes and burns. I was supposed to hang with her friends yesterday, and every one comes up with a lame excuse, or just doesn’t call me to confirm. I’m so confused, am I that repulsive?
Like seriously, I just don’t get it. What is up with my life right now? Some higher power seriously has it in for my social life.
My.. erm girlfriend friend cancels her plan for tomorrow, she got CCA, so now I have to come up with a new plan - soccer anyone, guys?
I was supposed to see Toy Story 3 *3D today, but couldn’t search for any Cinemas for 16 June except for Gold Class, VivoCity.
I think, the next 2 weeks movie outing with friends will be cancel too. I THINK.
Sigh. When will life change for the better?
Suddenly I remembered about one of her chat...
“Become yourself that you love is possible... But, to be yourself that everyone love is impossible. You can't please everyone, B.”
And my mum once told me that being beautiful doesn’t get you anywhere. I mean really, you’re pretty and you have good looks that are hard to avoid looking at or staring at. But they won’t get you anywhere, imagine what type of job would want you if you don’t have the brains and experience for anything? Yes, you may have the looks, but do you really have the skills it requires? This is the reason why my mum are so strict when it comes to my girlfriend. She will gives her a look, a very detail look, and she will give me her comment once D went home. She also said that being pretty doesn’t describe who you really are. What matters is in the inside, her heart, her personality. Beautiful people are the ones with beautiful personalities. Well said mum.
HmmmHm mum, I know that you want a good daughter-in-law, just hold on there. Should probably pick Selena Gomez, dream on.
FML.
