♥, faithfully. Today, I missed you a little more than how I did yesterday. ;)
(She is the reason why I addicted to my webby cam. :P)
It hurt because for me, friendship was the most important thing in life, you never played with it. Thanks to certain event I opened my eyes, and I understood that college wasn’t about making friends, it was about making myself someone and about creating a good relationship with the people of whom I could benefit the most in my future.
What benefits did I have with the people I used to spend time before? Nothing. Thanks to them I had family problems, they tried to introduce me into the world of drugs but they didn’t succeed, they distracted me from my studies, they molded me as they pleased.
What benefits do I have with the people I spend my time now? Lots of benefits. I’m myself, they respect me and my decisions, they take care of me, they help me to learn, which I think it’s the most important thing.
Do I miss the life I had before certain event? I’ll be sincere, NO, I don’t miss it. The people whom I relate to now, are more friends that the ones that used to call themselves my friends.
Thanks. :)
