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    Anti Social
    Friday, June 11, 2010, 12:34 AM
    Just because I get attention doesn't mean I'm an attention seeker. Wow! People are so judgmental and so freaking jealous about anything. I’m a quiet person and that makes me wonder why some of them think I need their attention. I don’t even look like someone who would care about someone committing suicide in front of me. Depends, actually. There are plenty of other people who scream all day and do stupid things just to get attention. I don’t even talk that much, people who don’t know me think I’m anti-social so isn’t it ironic for some creepy, jealous asshole to call me an attention seeker? Its not my fault if they think everything I do is such a big deal. People are stupid, we’re all stupid no matter how smart we are. The irony of that. We always think about the opposite, do the opposite. We don’t give a damn if some teenager kills himself/herself because he/she was misunderstood and judged. WTF. We are EVIL!

    True Life: I'm anti-social... or just a dunce?

    Each attempt I make at being social with people I know in real life FAILS.

    Scenario One

    They expect me to keep the conversation going, and I try, but run out of things because they give one word answers. Thus I’m led to believe that I’m boring them so I cease attempts.

    Scenario Two

    I’m constantly the person beginning the conversation. Never do they make a move first and MSN/Message/Facebook/Invite me first. Gets pretty old after awhile.

    Scenario Three

    I get outed by someone, thus said person(s) feel “awkward” around me and/or irritate me with bullshit to no end.

    I’m pretty much set on being a solitary person for the vast majority of my remaining life. It seems that I’m simply NOT a people person. I don’t like large gatherings. I don’t even care for small gatherings. I don’t know how to have fun because I’m always worried about embarrassing myself. No one finds my jokes funny - except for my friends who really knows me, and I usually don’t find theirs funny, well sometimes. I feel better talking to someone via internet than in person, this is the reason why I am so active on MSN & Facebook or even Twitter. The list goes on and on.

    I’m just one anti-social mofo apparently. Maybe it’ll change once I get away from this hellhole and somewhere near remotely happy with myself. Who knows.