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Saturday, May 15, 2010, 2:06 PM

This isn't love, but it's definately a start.

These days I’m trying to keep my composure. I don’t want anyone taking advantage of me, twisting my words, or using my feelings as a weakness. Not this time. But I do have a crush. And she may not be the best looking girl (I’m not the best looking guy) but she’s honest. Sweet. Funny. And can make me laugh, even when I don’t want too. She’s smart. Curious. A little bit of a weirdo/anti-social, (but that’s just the way I like’em). She’s been running through my mind, from literally the moment I saw her.. And as shy as I am, I want things to go somewhere.. I need a change, and she might be it.

No awkwardness, no metaphors, nor proverbs, no quotations or assumptions that even I understood.

So cool.

Here comes the infatuation. Crush me now.

Crushes aren’t stupid. Crushes are one of the reasons why I have something to look forward to in school. Crushes completes my day. Without even seeing a glimpse of them, I wouldn’t even consider it a day. I’ve been eyein’ someone in my school. What’s funny is that, I force myself into knowing all about that person. And what’s even weird is that I sometimes stalk the person when I have my free time.

But the sad thing about it is that I know deep down that there’s 0% chance for us being together. Who cares, it’s stupid that I keep trying, but right now, I count on my crush to keep me alive, because without my crush, I wouldn’t even be up my feet anymore.

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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name. Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:

(ASK-ME)

Got it? Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.

As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.

The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.

I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.