I didn't saw her today. I know you’re out there somewhere. You just have to be. Maybe tomorrow. It seems that every time I like a girl, I always mess up and make them think I'm a bad ass guy.
I really looking forward to meeting her, someday. I don’t even know what I like most about her because I can’t pick one thing. She just makes me feel so happy and makes me want to smile so much. To me, she's pure perfection. I don’t even know how else to describe her. Lol. I sound like such a crap. But, I am constantly thinking I’m not good enough for her. Like she’ll meet some other, more charming and far more interesting guy and leave me in the dust. She can get anyone she want. It’s so easy for her. But if I lost her I would have no one to take her place. Not even after a while. I would just sit there and wish she would come back. And I think that each day we spend away from each other, is another reason for her to forget me.
Too much of her ain't good for my health..
I woke up this morning with my the cold I have being worse, but unfortunately I couldn’t stay home from school because I’d miss too much lessons. So I dragged myself out of bed and somehow mananged to get myself out the door and on the bus and train-ed to school. Even though we were on a modified schedule in school with shorter (sort-of) class periods, the day went by really slow. When EFC period was over, but I couldn’t go home yet because I had to buy something. I finally got home, with a horrible headache, leaving me no choice but to take a nap. One other thing before I close this out, I have to say that my running nose is preventing me to take a nap. Well that was basically my day.. Sorry it was so boring but it is what it is. Afterall, tomorrow is another day.
PLUS...
I failed my first test, and that is great. I really enjoyed the feeling when it comes to failure. But too bad, there is still a re-test. ):
