So I was hanging out with some of my friends today (Henry, Nadrah, Fyfy, Syidah) after OSA lesson.. I came late for the lesson by the way. I thought I lost my CS book but it wasn’t so I intended to skip CS period, pro uh? It was with someone’s else locker, weird.. but true. So Nad has stomachache and she went home. Left the four of us. After which, Fyfy & Syidah went to Serangoon to meet Hyrah. And left the two guys (Henry & me). So we when to Mac, and have lunch there. End of story. EFC lesson, don’t even talk about it.
How come I always see you looking at me when I look at you? Maybe we feel the same. Don’t you think?
If you choose to lead, I can promise that I’ll follow. I hope you’d say the same for me. I’m happier in your presence, comfortable in my own skin. I laugh and I smile more than normal when you’re around. Is it too cheesy to say that I feel like you bring out the best in me?
I know we aren’t together, and to be honest, I’m still unsure as to where I stand with you. I’m not wanting a relationship right now, exactly, but in the future I do. Is it wrong to hope that I’m the one you want to give your heart to? That it’s me you think about at night, and that it’s me you want by your side? Maybe I am wrong, maybe it’s selfish, but in this one aspect, I don’t want to be right. I know you’re not ready to be with anyone, and honestly, I’m not either, but I am ready to try. I want to take it slowly, and get to know everything about you. Your secrets, fears, insecurities, all of the things that make you who you are, and more. Let me know what makes you tick. How can a bird leave it’s nest, if it first doesn’t spread it’s wings to fly? One day I’ll take flight, and I hope you’re right there beside me.
Do you know the feeling when she’s online and all you can do is look at her status. You’re sacrificing a lot by not talking to her but to her part, it’s nothing because she doesn’t know you at all, you’re just a nobody.
