When the lights go out, we'll be safe and sound... We'll take control of the world like it's all we have to hold on to and we'll be a dream.
It's... it's going to be a long post.
1 more week to my Birthday, 5 more days to 'Dear John' and 2 more days to the ITE interview. Am I ready for it? Not so. First of all, I'm not looking forward to ITE interview, shit. I wonder if I could make it on time on Wednesday. I lived in the East area, how am I supposed to get to Bishan which is Central area anyway? Oh... by bus, damn it!
Time flies so fast, how I wish I could hold back time and reflect what I've done so far. If only mistakes can be undone, I will but that's not going to happen. All you can do is move on with your life. And live it to the fullest.
Mellyana is busy with everything. I couldn't spend time with her, she's taking her 'O' levels this year and planning to achieve her goals which is A2 for all her subjects. Nevertheless, she loves to make me smile, every single day. She taught me the meaning of lust. I keep imagining things, what would happen if I never met her? Will I be the same silly guy again? Just pondering.
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Well, last Saturday night, I encountered sleep paralysis. I'm unable to move my entire body eventhough I was fully-awake but there is something stopping me from moving my body. I don't know what was it. But surely, I know there is something beside me, standing tall because my hair was standing on end. I tried to take a peep, and saw a blury white figure, I don't know whether my mind trying to fool me. I was scared like hell, and I tried not to look at that 'thing' because I knew he/she was standing tall just right beside me. I couldn't even talk or say a word! Is my mind joking with me or what, seriously?
I did a few research on sleep paralysis and what I can obtain is, most of sleep paralysis are most likely to be encountered by demons, evils, ghost (Supernatural) or aliens or something. Ahh, what the heck?! But still, I am able to stay strong and fight it till that 'thing' go away. I don't disturb you, you don't disturb me ohkay?
Well... move on,
There is this one particular girl who I added on MSN, I repeat.. who I added on my MSN. I notice that whenever I go online, she will go offline. I mean what the fuck? We used to talk to each other whenever we are online but now, what the hell happened to you? She treats me like a stranger anyway so I wouldn't care so much.
But I questioned myself, what did I do to you anyway? Did I hurt you or something? Well, we used to be real life friends but we turn into stranger when we met online. And FUCK YOU, I did not do anything wrong. Get your facts right before accusing me, you motherfucking bitch. Once again, FUCK YOU!
And...
And just so you know, I've updated my video playlist!
