Right now, in this moment, we have love. It will leave, and it will come again, and when it does I’ll give up everything and take it. Just like an addict. Like dry grass in new rain. It’s not something I’m proud of, necessarily. Then again, maybe I am. That’s it, I guess. That’s all I know.
You hate me, don't you? You say that you'll make me feel the way you’ve felt soon enough. Assuming that it is me you’re talking about and I’m scared. I’ve already lost you as a friend. Isn’t that enough already?
You didn’t have to save me, but you did. You helped me to pick myself up, to let go of the train wreck that I was, to become a better person. You carved all the promises I made into your heart and then you held me to them. You loved me most when I deserved it least, and you saved me from myself.
I’ll never be what you want. I wouldn’t change any part of me, just to make you stay. You had a piece of my heart, but not enough to just run away. Because I know what’s best for me.
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And Farah, I assume that you want me to blog good things about you. Well, I'm not. I'm going to irritate you like I always did. Oh, I miss the time where I thrown your pencil case from the second floor. It feels good doesn't it? You have to run all the way down by staircase just to get your pencil case back. Best moment of my Secondary 2 life.
Let me consider that the month of March is the lucky month (out of the 12 months). Firstly, Resorts World Sentosa Universal Studio Singapore will be opening on 18 March, 8.28am sharp. Secondly, there's many things that will take place on the Month of March. Thirdly, Lady GaGa's Telephone music video featuring Beyonce will premiere on the 8th of March, the day that I was born. No wonder I'm her number 1 die-hard fan! And wait! The number 8 is a lucky number. Chinese believe that the number 8 always bring them luck or fortune. Not to forget, 8 March is the International Women's Day too.
If you really want to know what's happening during the month of March, I suggest you google it yourself. Trust me, there are many things that going to be happen on March 2010.
And ITE, please be good to me. I had enough during my secondary school life. I met some wonderful people there. When I stepped into the ITE campus on April 12, I need to make friends. Like wtf.. There's only 2 Bedok Northian there, Liany & Radd (January Intake) + me (April Intake) = 3 Bedok Northian.
Sigh.
Cute.