But thanks god I still receive it. But I'm frustrated. A guy who is older than me still received it. My mum has been generously gave out green packets to every single kid without knowing their age. -.-

My mum asked ;

I rather invite my girlfriend parents instead of my friends so I can propose. *Laugh Out Loud*. Like seriously, my friends are like devil with evil attitude.

After 2 days of celebration, it's time to focus on my 'N' Level History, F&N and Maths. The Final 3 subject I'm focusing on. I really hope chapter 2, 3 or 4 to come out for History. That's the chapter where my foundation of History knowledge is strong. I might be able to score grade 1-2 for my Combined Humans, I did it once and I will did it again, sort of. For Maths, hopefully it will be an easy paper and manageable for me. I'm confused with numbers, no wonder I hate numbers so much. F&N.. need to achieve grade 2. Grade 2 or die, seriously. I'm not doing this for myself to make myself proud or whatsoever.. but to prove that Mdm Naimah is a great F&N teacher. I thought, "Hey! Am I targeting below 19 points?!"

I didn't mention about Science, yeah. It's not that I have totally gave up on my Science. I believed there's still hope for me to at least achieve grade 5 for it or a pass. But the hope I refers to is just minor and risk taking. I almost gave up on my Physics knowing that I will not be able to cope the subject very well. Miss Adlin tried to motivate me but it seem doesn't work. She's a great physics teacher and I'm just a bad unmotivated student who doesn't listen to her. Stubborn in other words.

I really can't wait for my 'N' Level to end. That day, I will tear out all my school uniforms and pants or even shorts (if they still exist in my wardrobe). Throw out my book, burning of mind-maps and jumping around like a monkey as I know I'm going to leave that miserable school after 4 years of education. 4 years instead of 5. Mind you, I'm not going for 5 years of education. If god willing, I will but I'll think twice. Life is full of pros and cons.

I am blessed with great parents. More than great eventually. I don't know what's the word. Even that particular word that I want to describe even can't described on how much great they are. They understand me and they agreed with what I've wanted, going to ITE. They didn't stand on my way or disapproving of me going to ITE. My mum really wanted me to take 'O' Levels next year IF I pass my 'N' Levels but after explaining to her much, she understand me. Mother's understand their children better than anyone else. Whereas, my father doesn't care where I go as long I'm studying and makes my family proud. My father cool ohkay. Hehe. Father's always cool with their children, no nagging or whatsoever. My parents has been supportive throughout this year, motivating me to study hard, get a good girlfriend instead of wife especially my father, who always talks about that. I appreciate what they have done to me, every single thing. Your parents are always great, powerful and always be your hero throughout your life. No doubt about that!

I will never forget my Girlfriend either, Mellyana. She's a good girlfriend. I just loved my bitch (in a good way) this much. But I really can't contact her much nowadays, she's having her final year examination before she will move on to secondary 4 taking her 'O' Levels. She taught me everything about life. She taught me to be independent and don't depend on others. Most importantly, she taught me the meaning of love.

And finally, I want people/human-being to stop comparing between 'N' Levels and 'O' Levels. I had enough of people asking what Levels do I take. Give me a break! If they were to ask again, I would reply, " 'A' Levels! " Damn frustrated with this kind of people who wanted to know about your education. Try to fit in my shoes and see how does it feel like.

2nd Day of Hari Raya: $180. Profit of yesterday, $20. );

$148 more to go.

3rd day of Hari Raya which is today: $0, no hope!