4NA no graduation ceremony, fuck please. The school expect us to come back next year.. Maybe I'll make a comeback. And my juniors will get to see my face, once again!

I don't know whether I'll come back for next year. What I have been told is, when you fail your GCE 'N' Level, you were told to leave the school immediately, that's what I heard. Whereas when you pass, you were told to come back for Sec 5 and given JIE form for ITE admission (if you wanted to join the institute and leave your miserable school and having said that, you won't be joining your friends for another year), sort of like that.

From the pace that I have been going, I have less than 50% chance to make it to Secondary 5, sad uh. I worked on my physics, Miss Adlin motivated me by giving me more pass year 'N' Level paper, that's what I like. I wanted to see their standard and hopefully I'll able to make it through, smoothly.

What I fear the most is my Maths paper 1 and 2. That's it. I really really really hope this year 'N' Level paper will be a manage-able one for me. After looking at Northland Sec, Bukit Panjang Govt high School and First Tao Payoh Sec prelim paper 2009, it scared me enough. It's like their standard was higher than my school. Ariffin and me go gaga over their prelim paper. I just need a pass for maths, whether I make it below 19 points or not, I still need Maths for the courses I wanted to take at ITE East Simei.

I'm also gonna miss my 'O' Level friends. And her. Her. Yeah her. Still her. The same old her. Ok, I tell you that she is my secret admire eventhough I already had one. But I still have 3 empty slot who will be my girlfriend. For muslim boys, you can have a total of 4 girlfriends or even wife. Serious! No kidding.

I'm not going tell you her name after I graduated, I promise.