You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the cruel thing to do. Only you could be more important than what I wanted... what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay, thank heaven for that! I’ll earn your trust back somehow. It’s my final act. And the sound of your heart. It’s the most significant sound in my world.
You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world. Of course... If you outgrew me, if you wanted something more, I would understand that. I promise I wouldn’t stand in your way if you wanted to leave me.
Never be afraid to tell me how you feel, Melly. If there anything what you need... You are my first priority.
