Mellyana, the world would not stop from turning just because you're hurt. Maybe I'll share with you what I did to overcome the pain. I prayed so much to God that it may teach me a lesson to become a stronger person than I used to. I spoke up with my parents about the pain of getting replaced by someone else I didn't even had the chance to meet and asked their opinion. I did hang out with my friends more, speak to them openly all about my feelings and just go with the flow. A few months later, I found myself laughing freely again, became stronger and confident that I wouldn't be in the same situation again. Time will heal your heart honey, take it from someone who knows. At least I was very courageous to tell you about it, rather than hiding it from you.
Maybe I am just too shy to show you what I really feel. I mean, I AM a guy what else do you expect, they think saying 'I love you' is just a girly act. Maybe I'm just the not so romantic type of guy.
Every person has a different characteristics. And yes, boys do have so much ego inside their head, but not all the time depends on how you handle the relationship with, it's a matter of more effort and waiting. Please, try to accept my nature and live on with it.
On a lighter note, I saw "Lacey" again and this time round she was accompany by her friend. It's the 2nd day I caught her in my eyes. I tried to destroy my mind and keep myself calm but it seem doesn't work at all.
I was with Yuan Cong, he didn't managed to recognize that is Hakeem sister. Thanks god or else I would be dead getting teased by him over and over again but trust me, he won't dare to do it either. She was in the lift and I was about to enter the same lift as well but on a second thought, I rather wait for it (I have a reason to do that). She shouted at her friend to wait for her while she get change or something, I merely heard that because I was busy looking at somewhere else, apart from Yuan Cong. Live on, my neighbour. Soon we will get to know each other.
