Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
I can look, but I'd better not touch
Saturday, May 2, 2009, 6:00 PM
Updated on 10:10PM
(Saturday, 2th May 2009)
Oh, anugerah audition was held today and tomorrow. Well, as a "kiasu" Singaporean, Melly and I head to east point today. LOL. I didn't go for the audition but just to see whats happening down there. Melly friends tag along and it was hilarious. Shaz purposely sign up for it but didn't go for the audition, noob or what? Hahaha.
East point was packed, we didn't managed to get a single bite or lunch today. Melly favourite fast food restaurant as well as mine, Long John Sliver was totally packed. I miss eating combo 1. Melly met her long lost friends. Why must her friends must be damn pretty, lol. Her name was Shanaz. Wow, mcm Mak-Salih siol. Hahaha. She really caught my attention. Melly felt unhappy about that and decided to pinch me.
Melly and co train-ed to City Hall for cheelax. But I train-ed to Bedok. I need to reach home before 7pm. I want to watch my show, Just My Luck. Its freaking romantic, y'know. I really really love that filem! You guys show watch it too. Not to mention, I love Lindsay Lohan hair in that filem, hahaha.
Every day I get one step closer to an early grave A place where I won't fade away And all this time, I'm living like I'll never die, I'll never die, I'll never
I'm just too weak to live without her. She is my weakness and I am really in love. Its like she is my favourite drug and if without it, I'm probably dead. I know its hard to explain the whole thing. I never fall in love with girls that easily. I've had only one girl in my life that I once love and that's it. I have a number of girlfriends but I never really have such strong feelings for them like I have it for her. I mean I must admit, I do flirt around but that's just flirting kinda thing which every guy does. I kept asking Matt for a girl numbers. He thinks I'm interested with them but isn't. But hold on, I know my limits. I never flirt when I'm in love, that's just insane. But right now, I know that...I love her. What makes me feel good is that after all these years, the ideas that Melly came up came true. When we're together or when we're apart, you're first in my thoughts and first in my heart.
Its like.. its not appropiate to have a crush on someone else if you love someone else. Complicated things do happen in my life and yet, lifes still not given me the answer. Yaya and Melly is two different girl as far that I concern. What matters now is I need to take a stand. I don't want Yaya thinks that I like her that much or Melly think that I love her that much. Wow. What a great state I have currently. With the current state of mine, I'm starting to hate both of them despite trying so hard to figure it out how to escape this particular state of mine. What matters now is.. I'm crazy of this thing. It will take me nowhere. I never force Yaya to like me back if she do have a feeling for me. It goes same with Melly. Stuck.
Nothing feels better than somebody telling you the truth. Because what have you got to lose? 'You're an asshole.' No I'm not, that's how I feel.
Love isn't always perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook. And it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on & never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, & impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, Love is realizing that every hour, every minute, & every second was worth it because you did it together.
Well, thats for today! Toodles!
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
I can look, but I'd better not touch
Saturday, May 2, 2009, 6:00 PM
Updated on 10:10PM
(Saturday, 2th May 2009)
Oh, anugerah audition was held today and tomorrow. Well, as a "kiasu" Singaporean, Melly and I head to east point today. LOL. I didn't go for the audition but just to see whats happening down there. Melly friends tag along and it was hilarious. Shaz purposely sign up for it but didn't go for the audition, noob or what? Hahaha.
East point was packed, we didn't managed to get a single bite or lunch today. Melly favourite fast food restaurant as well as mine, Long John Sliver was totally packed. I miss eating combo 1. Melly met her long lost friends. Why must her friends must be damn pretty, lol. Her name was Shanaz. Wow, mcm Mak-Salih siol. Hahaha. She really caught my attention. Melly felt unhappy about that and decided to pinch me.
Melly and co train-ed to City Hall for cheelax. But I train-ed to Bedok. I need to reach home before 7pm. I want to watch my show, Just My Luck. Its freaking romantic, y'know. I really really love that filem! You guys show watch it too. Not to mention, I love Lindsay Lohan hair in that filem, hahaha.
Every day I get one step closer to an early grave A place where I won't fade away And all this time, I'm living like I'll never die, I'll never die, I'll never
I'm just too weak to live without her. She is my weakness and I am really in love. Its like she is my favourite drug and if without it, I'm probably dead. I know its hard to explain the whole thing. I never fall in love with girls that easily. I've had only one girl in my life that I once love and that's it. I have a number of girlfriends but I never really have such strong feelings for them like I have it for her. I mean I must admit, I do flirt around but that's just flirting kinda thing which every guy does. I kept asking Matt for a girl numbers. He thinks I'm interested with them but isn't. But hold on, I know my limits. I never flirt when I'm in love, that's just insane. But right now, I know that...I love her. What makes me feel good is that after all these years, the ideas that Melly came up came true. When we're together or when we're apart, you're first in my thoughts and first in my heart.
Its like.. its not appropiate to have a crush on someone else if you love someone else. Complicated things do happen in my life and yet, lifes still not given me the answer. Yaya and Melly is two different girl as far that I concern. What matters now is I need to take a stand. I don't want Yaya thinks that I like her that much or Melly think that I love her that much. Wow. What a great state I have currently. With the current state of mine, I'm starting to hate both of them despite trying so hard to figure it out how to escape this particular state of mine. What matters now is.. I'm crazy of this thing. It will take me nowhere. I never force Yaya to like me back if she do have a feeling for me. It goes same with Melly. Stuck.
Nothing feels better than somebody telling you the truth. Because what have you got to lose? 'You're an asshole.' No I'm not, that's how I feel.
Love isn't always perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook. And it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on & never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, & impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, Love is realizing that every hour, every minute, & every second was worth it because you did it together.
Well, thats for today! Toodles!
Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.
