Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
So here I am, still holding on.
Saturday, May 23, 2009, 1:02 PM
I do a good job of blocking painful, unnecessary things from my memory. I think she recognized herself in me. Or rather, I recognized something in her.
` azmieeCarrick. ت says (12:39 PM): I was a coward running away again. But everywhere I went, you caught up with me. So I had to come back.
Featuring, Rina Mellyana says (12:40 PM): I want to believe you, but I cant. You have hurt me too many times
` azmieeCarrick. ت says (12:40 PM): Then believe me this time.
` azmieeCarrick. ت says (12:41 PM): I love you, too kay.
Featuring, Rina Mellyana says (12:41 PM): Can you say it twice? No, I'm serious, say it twice
` azmieeCarrick. ت says (12:42 PM): I love you, I love you, I love you.
Featuring, Rina Mellyana says (12:43 PM): Time to get dirty. I am all yours
Featuring, Rina Mellyana says (12:44 PM): Are you comfortable with this?
` azmieeCarrick. ت says (12:45 PM): Melly, please. You need to be with your family.
I was thinking I'd just disappear for awhile. Give her a taste of life without me. I'm good with just one. Just once, that's all I ask.
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
So here I am, still holding on.
Saturday, May 23, 2009, 1:02 PM
I do a good job of blocking painful, unnecessary things from my memory. I think she recognized herself in me. Or rather, I recognized something in her.
` azmieeCarrick. ت says (12:39 PM): I was a coward running away again. But everywhere I went, you caught up with me. So I had to come back.
Featuring, Rina Mellyana says (12:40 PM): I want to believe you, but I cant. You have hurt me too many times
` azmieeCarrick. ت says (12:40 PM): Then believe me this time.
