Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
Saturday, March 7, 2009, 9:46 AM
Morning Twilight's
Suddenly, I got the urge to blog, its funny cos urges are mostly linked to nature calls, and I don't know how important it is. Anyway, lifes been smooth lately. People tend to ask, "Black, Mie or Azmie, you sure your okay?" by the looks of it, on the rare contrary, I guess I am? Haha, no worries buddies, I'm not dying anytime soon.
Have you ever wonder why girls are so egoistic? In a relationship, girls will go on by jealousy. Everything that the girls do are fine with themselves, but when it comes to what the boyfriend did, it has always won't be right. Yes, its happening to the guys today. I sat and pounder back. My lack of understanding and everything or anything conclusive of that.
"The best time I have is with you" Id rather be in content, the time I need. To prove, to feel, to let it be real. I don't wanna loose the meaning of love I have in life. For now, it'll be left blank, waiting for someone to take it away. Its not like I don't have any. I do, just that I don't want it to affect me so deep that I'd give up on everything else. Who says it does not bring happiness? It does. A lot, and no one said its gonna be that easy as well. For at first, I thought I did, I thought they're real, but slowly, it faded. I don't know whats wrong with me. But I'm sorry. I know that time will tell, and soon I will. It may not be now, but later on, somehow, someday I hope that my heart will make a decision. And may that be a fair one. Let no one judge it, for I know that somehow it'll be at its best. I'll try to take it in slow motion. All I need is time. Somehow I'm starting to hate that word.
I'm hiding something from everyone. I won't say a thing. I kept it for myself eventhou I'm hurting myself. Pfft. Should be strong, strong azmie strong! Maybe I was angry that point of time. Frustrated. Very very frustrated. I shouldn't done that. I thinked I lied almost to everyone. I shouldn't rush things out. I'm not helping myself either! For my case, its complicated.
Here comes my Maths. The probability of getting Farhana is low. Low. Shes playing her part everywhere in the school. How could said I was right. 3/5 I could not see her. 2/5 I see her from far away distance. The chance of see-ing her is risky. Whats more if meet her in person.
I promised Ariffin I will tried to get her at the end of April. Its going to the mid of March and still I didn't say anything to her. Saying something to her need guts, whats more in her class.
Eynn, your sister who is the same school as me, was hiding from me. Whadthefuck? Amazongreen. Arggh!
Ahhh.. Can't think.
1 MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY. OFFICIAL OHKAY!
One more night and one more time, thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great.
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
Saturday, March 7, 2009, 9:46 AM
Morning Twilight's
Suddenly, I got the urge to blog, its funny cos urges are mostly linked to nature calls, and I don't know how important it is. Anyway, lifes been smooth lately. People tend to ask, "Black, Mie or Azmie, you sure your okay?" by the looks of it, on the rare contrary, I guess I am? Haha, no worries buddies, I'm not dying anytime soon.
Have you ever wonder why girls are so egoistic? In a relationship, girls will go on by jealousy. Everything that the girls do are fine with themselves, but when it comes to what the boyfriend did, it has always won't be right. Yes, its happening to the guys today. I sat and pounder back. My lack of understanding and everything or anything conclusive of that.
"The best time I have is with you" Id rather be in content, the time I need. To prove, to feel, to let it be real. I don't wanna loose the meaning of love I have in life. For now, it'll be left blank, waiting for someone to take it away. Its not like I don't have any. I do, just that I don't want it to affect me so deep that I'd give up on everything else. Who says it does not bring happiness? It does. A lot, and no one said its gonna be that easy as well. For at first, I thought I did, I thought they're real, but slowly, it faded. I don't know whats wrong with me. But I'm sorry. I know that time will tell, and soon I will. It may not be now, but later on, somehow, someday I hope that my heart will make a decision. And may that be a fair one. Let no one judge it, for I know that somehow it'll be at its best. I'll try to take it in slow motion. All I need is time. Somehow I'm starting to hate that word.
I'm hiding something from everyone. I won't say a thing. I kept it for myself eventhou I'm hurting myself. Pfft. Should be strong, strong azmie strong! Maybe I was angry that point of time. Frustrated. Very very frustrated. I shouldn't done that. I thinked I lied almost to everyone. I shouldn't rush things out. I'm not helping myself either! For my case, its complicated.
Here comes my Maths. The probability of getting Farhana is low. Low. Shes playing her part everywhere in the school. How could said I was right. 3/5 I could not see her. 2/5 I see her from far away distance. The chance of see-ing her is risky. Whats more if meet her in person.
I promised Ariffin I will tried to get her at the end of April. Its going to the mid of March and still I didn't say anything to her. Saying something to her need guts, whats more in her class.
Eynn, your sister who is the same school as me, was hiding from me. Whadthefuck? Amazongreen. Arggh!
Ahhh.. Can't think.
1 MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY. OFFICIAL OHKAY!
One more night and one more time, thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great.
Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.
