Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 4:58 PM
School's a dread . I don't know what's up with the teachers and etc. I mean, Im trying my hard to focus and everything but I just can't? And it's super annoying when my minds stuck elsewhere. And I do not really like people to think that I'm an emotional wreck, cos Im not? Haha! Im really happy with the way my life leads, and I guess its something some of y'all would be even missing of. Oh well, today's a good day, I guess.
Mdm Naimah caught me today! She saw me using my handphone. Waaaaaa. She took my handphone sey. I was just typing the last word which is "2E" before I sent it to Liyana, she asked for my handphone, I just gave it to her lor. Waaa sey, azmie goodboy kay? I tried to behave very well in that point of time, completing all the work she gave to my classmate because I tried to finish it first in order to get back my wife (handphone) back! After the hard worked I've done, I finally retrieved my handphone back. Wooohoo. Very well, I still enjoyed Food and Nutrition class, since all my classmates are all malays.
Haziq and me slack after school. All wet up because of the rained. We arrived around 2.40PM. Haziq and me wanted to attend Mr.Amir remedial class but we refused to enter the class. As usual, played counter-strike with Mr.Amir with my new partner, Haziq. At last, we did not attend his remedial lesson. We take a stroll around our school, hopefully found someone to talk with.
Then...
Haziq and me walked pass the detention classroom. This particular girl kept looking at me as if I owned her freaking money. I don't know her anyway. She showing her fucking attitudes towards me. Eh girl, I don't entertaint all this kay? Minah is a totally bullshit. I need to express my feeling in order to feel better right? So this fucktard girl kept staring at me while I was walking with Haziq. I feel like throwing some valgurities at her sia. Is it wrong to pass by the detention room? Like your dad owned the school, this is all bullshit kay girl? Luckily there's Haziq to stop me. Or else, I get to join the detention classroom and throwing some chair at your fucktard face. You fat-pom. This particular feeling sucks ohkay? Fucktard, I'm so over you, don't let me catch you again. Did I ever mentioned anything about you? I guess no. Even two is not a perfect number, so stop with the staring girl.
Get it through, life has been good. I happy often, and I've been stuffing my mouth and stomach with munchy donuts and more junk foods. I didn't touch on those rice with gravy except for the food I ate in school. I haven't been taking in my chemistry well which I already promised I will. I still slept in food and nutrition class which I too promised I won't. I didn't study hard like how I should be. It was as if, I've lost my pillar of strength. I know, this is just the beginning and I'm just over-reacting on what has happened. But in the beginning, this is how it was like. I'll wait till 3 months are over, and god damn it I would be fucking happy. But no, that won't be the time. It would be the time that I would be sitting for my fucking 'N' levels.
I'm feeling fucking damn angry, unhappy, aggitated, frustrated & everything that a word could describe how badly and effected I am right now.
I'm gently let go. Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside. Tell me why? You're so hard to forget, don't remind me. I CAN'T SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH! And I really don't know what to do.
I've been missing myself from her. Duh! I tried to ignore as she does not exist in Bedok North Secondary School, how's that possible? Seriously, I can't get her off from my mind. Seem the whole world knows about it. Fuck kan? I stop walking on the 2nd floor, lower sec block if y'all notice it. Ariffin, Haziq and Asri` should notice it. Looooooooooooool. I change my route to upper/lower sec block level 1. =P
THANKS ARIFFIN FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL QUOTES YESTERDAY NIGHT =)
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
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Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 4:58 PM
School's a dread . I don't know what's up with the teachers and etc. I mean, Im trying my hard to focus and everything but I just can't? And it's super annoying when my minds stuck elsewhere. And I do not really like people to think that I'm an emotional wreck, cos Im not? Haha! Im really happy with the way my life leads, and I guess its something some of y'all would be even missing of. Oh well, today's a good day, I guess.
Mdm Naimah caught me today! She saw me using my handphone. Waaaaaa. She took my handphone sey. I was just typing the last word which is "2E" before I sent it to Liyana, she asked for my handphone, I just gave it to her lor. Waaa sey, azmie goodboy kay? I tried to behave very well in that point of time, completing all the work she gave to my classmate because I tried to finish it first in order to get back my wife (handphone) back! After the hard worked I've done, I finally retrieved my handphone back. Wooohoo. Very well, I still enjoyed Food and Nutrition class, since all my classmates are all malays.
Haziq and me slack after school. All wet up because of the rained. We arrived around 2.40PM. Haziq and me wanted to attend Mr.Amir remedial class but we refused to enter the class. As usual, played counter-strike with Mr.Amir with my new partner, Haziq. At last, we did not attend his remedial lesson. We take a stroll around our school, hopefully found someone to talk with.
Then...
Haziq and me walked pass the detention classroom. This particular girl kept looking at me as if I owned her freaking money. I don't know her anyway. She showing her fucking attitudes towards me. Eh girl, I don't entertaint all this kay? Minah is a totally bullshit. I need to express my feeling in order to feel better right? So this fucktard girl kept staring at me while I was walking with Haziq. I feel like throwing some valgurities at her sia. Is it wrong to pass by the detention room? Like your dad owned the school, this is all bullshit kay girl? Luckily there's Haziq to stop me. Or else, I get to join the detention classroom and throwing some chair at your fucktard face. You fat-pom. This particular feeling sucks ohkay? Fucktard, I'm so over you, don't let me catch you again. Did I ever mentioned anything about you? I guess no. Even two is not a perfect number, so stop with the staring girl.
Get it through, life has been good. I happy often, and I've been stuffing my mouth and stomach with munchy donuts and more junk foods. I didn't touch on those rice with gravy except for the food I ate in school. I haven't been taking in my chemistry well which I already promised I will. I still slept in food and nutrition class which I too promised I won't. I didn't study hard like how I should be. It was as if, I've lost my pillar of strength. I know, this is just the beginning and I'm just over-reacting on what has happened. But in the beginning, this is how it was like. I'll wait till 3 months are over, and god damn it I would be fucking happy. But no, that won't be the time. It would be the time that I would be sitting for my fucking 'N' levels.
I'm feeling fucking damn angry, unhappy, aggitated, frustrated & everything that a word could describe how badly and effected I am right now.
I'm gently let go. Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside. Tell me why? You're so hard to forget, don't remind me. I CAN'T SEEM TO FACE THE TRUTH! And I really don't know what to do.
I've been missing myself from her. Duh! I tried to ignore as she does not exist in Bedok North Secondary School, how's that possible? Seriously, I can't get her off from my mind. Seem the whole world knows about it. Fuck kan? I stop walking on the 2nd floor, lower sec block if y'all notice it. Ariffin, Haziq and Asri` should notice it. Looooooooooooool. I change my route to upper/lower sec block level 1. =P
THANKS ARIFFIN FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL QUOTES YESTERDAY NIGHT =)
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