I've done nothing so far. I only slacked around in this chair and played the computer since 8pm just now and my backbone is already hurting. You know something. I wanted to enter ITE. I know, I wont get into poly. Im a lazy ass fucking boy. Im fucking stress on studies & I guess, it wont motivate me to do any harder. I just want to get 'N' level soon. Entering ITE wont means its the end of the world right? if I enter ITE, i wanted to continue till higher nitec, and that means i would be 18 year old by then. IF i enter poly, it would be a miracle. haha. No, im not helping myself. I feel like giving up. im fucking not that serious. I tried to push myself up. I really want to study hard, be a commercial pilot!Im telling you. This kind of feelings really sucks.
All I need is a time rest. Perhaps a bear to keep me company.
Yes, a bear will do laa since being around sucks. Girls, don't ever misjudge guys feelings. Behind the smile, strong, macho appearance of a guy, there lies a feeling like what every girl is feeling. Sadness. Tell me, who doesnt feel the sad & anger feeling? Everyone does. But i agree that most girls are weak, and tends to show their emotional feelings by slitting, crying & eating. Yes, everyone cries. But i have to say, girls are attention seekers when they cry. They need someone to hold them & calm them down. Even im like that, seriously. But when guys cry, why dont they show their emotional sides? Because guys are born to strong and brave.
Throw that suckiest dream away from me tonight. Protect everyone.
The dream sucks. I dont want to lose any of them. Please.
