Quotes: Get up before my time, go back to sleep again. Got nothing more to do than hope I dream of you. At least these dreams seem real.
Sunday, October 12, 2008, 8:57 PM
I don't deserve you 'Cause I'm not there for you.
The longest day of the week. I despise Sunday. I've been cranky lately. And Im hating home now. Im planing to run away from home, can you actually believe it? Im totally not all excited about hearing parents fighting. Damn it. And i don't even wanna see my End Of The Year Examination results.
I just don't feel right at any moment. Not at any bit. I felt like smashing things. To cry out loud. But no one was there to hear my deepest sorrow. I don't want love to hear it, because I just want to spend my leftover moments with her in a happier basis. I just felt so depressed. Floorball championship is so near, and I should start mugging. Really. But I don't know what to do. I just don't. Relationship & family issues has been a problem. I don't know how to juggle any of time for anything. I don't want my life to be filled with darkest hours, but it has.
I've been getting frequent headaches this few days. Oh no. Side effects? Maybe. Sigh. Trying and handling to stop, but I cant ): Math, history and chemistry exam is still on my mind. Oh, I doubt I will fail one subject. Or maybe, not getting promoted. I'm so not feeling well right now.
I.CAN'T.WAIT.TO.FREAKING.PROMOTED!
Checking exam scripts tomorrow, hope I pass my english.
Gotta play Habbo now. Sayonara humans.
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I know, You're gonna ask on how to pronounce my name.
Well, If you really wanna know, It goes like this:
(ASK-ME)
Got it?
Well, if you didn't, it's not my problem anymore.
As you can see, I'm a boy living in Singapore. I'm 17. I'm anti-social. I am not good-looking, I am not perfect but I am not fake. To those people who don't like me, I don't know your reason, But I don't care who loves me or not. I'm the kind of friend who won't ever turn my back on you. I'm mainly focused on one thing, achieving my dreams. I set the bar high and expect only the best.I'm flawed, But I'm gaining strength and beginning to see who my real friends are. Even though life is a little crazy, I got my head on straight now and forward is the only way to go from here. I like to keep my life balanced. If you've ever met a perfectionist, I beg to differ. Satisfaction is found on my own.
The journey of my life is exactly how I made it, I didn't expect to be this way when I was a child. I'm a bit shallow, I'm not gonna lie, But I am deeper than you think. Generally i'm a nice guy, But I can be a angered if it's necessary. I'll respect you as much as you respect yourself. My sense of humor, You'll never get it. I do not belong in anyone's "virus". I value my family and those who are real. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I love many, But sadly trust few. I desire those who can put a smile on my face. I also love those who can make me laugh. So, I guess that's all I can say.
I'm gorgeous, of course, but don't waste your time. I doesn't date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for me.
Sunday, October 12, 2008, 8:57 PM
I don't deserve you 'Cause I'm not there for you.
The longest day of the week. I despise Sunday. I've been cranky lately. And Im hating home now. Im planing to run away from home, can you actually believe it? Im totally not all excited about hearing parents fighting. Damn it. And i don't even wanna see my End Of The Year Examination results.
I just don't feel right at any moment. Not at any bit. I felt like smashing things. To cry out loud. But no one was there to hear my deepest sorrow. I don't want love to hear it, because I just want to spend my leftover moments with her in a happier basis. I just felt so depressed. Floorball championship is so near, and I should start mugging. Really. But I don't know what to do. I just don't. Relationship & family issues has been a problem. I don't know how to juggle any of time for anything. I don't want my life to be filled with darkest hours, but it has.
I've been getting frequent headaches this few days. Oh no. Side effects? Maybe. Sigh. Trying and handling to stop, but I cant ): Math, history and chemistry exam is still on my mind. Oh, I doubt I will fail one subject. Or maybe, not getting promoted. I'm so not feeling well right now.
I.CAN'T.WAIT.TO.FREAKING.PROMOTED!
Checking exam scripts tomorrow, hope I pass my english.
Gotta play Habbo now. Sayonara humans.
Hmmm, I'm no longer using tagboard or chatboard or whatever they call it.
