I woke up to unreplied messages. I fell asleep. Sorry guy(s). I was up thinking all night. Im easily distracted by noise and light. Oh well, another message triggered me this morning. Shee texted me saying that she misses me. Uhm, oh well? I was quite content. Its a surprise, and yet again, Im not used to the whole scene happening again. Like, In my mind, I am wondering if we can work out and everything. It's a complicated process altogether. Look, I don't know whats up with me but everytime you say that, half of me wants you back, and the other half thought of how much of a bitach Ive been and I hated myself. So, I dont know what I should do right now.

And to (C), I told you once, twice and three times exactly. That is, I dont want anything to do with you. Please get the freakin message. I dont care about your feelings and Im not going to care about whatever you wanna say further cause whatever you did was just too shallow and Im glad I have nothing to do with you anymore. Go find someone else who can tolerate your bullshit. Im so done with you and your sarcastic ways of tryna get me? Ewww much.