I'm stress currently due to my physics. Melly sent this to me since she's online just now.School has been really stressful. Im rather scared seeing the clock ticking constantly. Its just too fast for a boy like me to handle, knowing how clumsy, indecisive and forgetful I am. Like, I can even forget to put on my socks before getting out from the house. It's not easy man. I swear. Its just too tiring. Often, I have to force myself to listen to the teachers just so that I wont fall asleep. Mdm Aishah says "Time is Precious". HOW TRUE!! I've been forcing myself to get up early in the morning to get ready for school.
It's a very tiring day for myself today. So yarh, woke up as usual and went to school. Physics test was madness, duh! With the absent of my adorable physics teacher, Mr.Jhee, I can't memorise any single topic that I learnt. Due to Mr.Jhee absent, there is no quick revision for me. Likewise, FAILED. As you know, physics is my weakness. Because of what? Mathematics sum is included.Upon receiving my physics test paper, I said to myself, ''Fuck, its damn hard.'' The physics test was about principle of moment and centre of gravity. I was like blur? Ahh ohhh, 5 multiple choice question, I was like what the heck? They no hope for me with 5 multiple choice question. Out of 5, I should be able to get 2 or 3 correct? The other 20 marks goes to Fill in the blank. I got this one question make me goes crazy now;Fill In The Blank:What is principle of moment?I could not get answer, and I scold vulgarities to myself. Cheeeeeeeebai laa its easy and I forget it. Well, I spent 20 minutes finishing the paper. I GURANTEE you I'll get 4/25. (:Will be blogging later.P/s; sayang computer (; && AN OLD FRIEND OF MINE SAID HI TO ME AND I WALKED AWAY...THAT WAS THE GREATEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE! GOSH!
Definitely, a hopeless ones. A quick looked out and since then, I'm already not feeling too well since my every ulcer has been killing me.
My ulcer is getting worst now. To add and not forgetting also, maybe I won't have time to say my deepest apology and thank you to you. Thank you and sorry. Maybe perhaps, it's true. Nothing last long aite. But to have someone being there, is a big thank you enough (: You know, somehow I felt different be it with my surroundings. Can't help it though, but still if things were to happen, then it will happened.
I couldn't be bothered though. Because I won't be there making assumptions and suspections, when actually I didn't know th truth well enough. Easy, I didn't care that much.