Sometimes, how would you feel if someone whom you longed for wasn't the one for you? Sucks and absolutely dissapointed. But I'm pretty glad I've moved on. Ex-girlfriend has been trying to contact and get a grib of me. But Being a person with my word, I didn't dare replying and picking up her calls. And a day before that, she has been trying to text messages my friend, yes my own friends. Guys, sweet talkers mother fuckers.
But I'm glad, even if my girlfriend isn't with me at all times, she has always been here in my heart. She has never stop updating and asking me, not to forget saying prayers every nights. Haha. Knowing that I didn't do what I have to religiously do, just sometimes frightened her too. But yet, to keep safe, she has never stop telling me to say prayers every now and then. Just that It has been from monday itself that I've not been on th phone with her. But knowing she is fine, just realived me.
I'm 65% done with my F&N coursework and I really hope Madam Naimah will approved it. And for your info, girlfriend doesn't agree to this. I mean, she has been telling me countless of times, not to copy and paste the text from the internet. But being the most stubborn person in her life, I still did it and now, is on my way in decision making. But afterall, it's the thoughts that counts (:
Yes, I'm missing her so much now. Not hearing her voice faints me :( But afterall, I hope she could make up a every weekends to spend time with me if she's free.
A night, filled up with shimmering lights and sounds, will do a great show for the both us to celebrate our 3 monthsary together. It would be simply perfect like how 9th August had been.
And I'm craving lots of foods! Oh my. Donuts, donuts and more donuts. I want... DONUT EMPIRE! Well, today as usual, play duo football with Haziq which is my patrick, always getting bully by me. (: Haziq saw this springfield secondary girl and make a ''POP'' loud sound at me with quite a distance away. I pause and ponder, what the hell is he pointing at? He told me to wait.. I waited and its was the springfield girl. Haziq known me for 3 years as he know me that I like to make friends with girls. Haziq told me that she's not bad repeatly and I said no it was'nt but it was :P I say to him, I'm not quite interested to make friends who are far beyond from me. It so hard to say that I'm ANTI-SOCIAL.
Conversation of the day, Haziq;
Azmie: What if you can't make it to secondary 5? Will you move on or stayed back 1 year?
Haziq: Stayed back.
Azmie: Why? It such a waste to stayed back. If me, I move on to ITE.
Haziq: You want to go ITE or Poly?
Azmie: Poly laaa.. I want go Nanyang poly to take up aerospace course (:
Haziq: Nanyang poly too far for me.. I would like to take Temasek poly.
Azmie: -_-''
As you know, MOE changed something that will effect all Secondary 3 students all over Singapore. In order to move to Secondary 5 which is 'O' level, you need to achieve L1MAB3 below 19 points for 'N' level. What's that.. I explain..
L1 - Pass english
MA - Pass mathematics
B3 - Pass your best 3 subjects.
The total of 5 subjects, you need to score below 19 points.. If not, you should say HI to ITE life (:
Looking forward to National Day Celebration with my school. HAHA.
